What is a Jessica? (leisure blogging)

So, there’s this guy I really like. I’m not going to say his name because WHO KNOWS who may read this. I’m not going to say where he’s from either but ANYWAY…

Basically I don’t quite feel that soul mates thing, but I don’t quite feel the just here and now thing either. As a matter of fact…well, I don’t know. I just know I haven’t felt THIS strongly for a guy in a long while.

But you’re not here to read about that, are you?

You’re probably here wondering, “What is a Jessica?” Well, if you look it up in the dictionary, it will probably not be there. Look it up in the name book and you’ll see “God’s grace.” Look it up in the book of Jessicas and you will have to flip to “Barker, Jessica Claire.” There you will find the synonyms, “hyper” “klutzy” “stares off into space often” “highly caffeinated” “hippie-ish” “weird” “delusional” “can’t sit still” “creative” “overactive” “confused” “complains about being fat” “obsessed” “thinks too much for her own good” and “extremely bored half the time.”

Well, that much is basically true. At least, that is what friends and family have said. Which actually makes me consider…well, never mind. Anyhooness, tonight we’re gonna eat sushi and some soup-stuff that I can’t remember the name of, but it has seaweed and tofu in it. Basically, I’ve been eating healthy for a whole day now.

But I’m still fat!!!

Well, it might have to do with the fact that, despite my eating, I haven’t done any stomach-targeted exercises in two days. I swam yesterday and today I did yoga but I haven’t felt like doing anything else.

You know, it feels good to have a blog again. Maybe it just means I’m too insecure to go for very long without having a little place on the internet reserved for Jessica-nesses, or maybe I just love writing and sharing that plus lifeness with the world. Or both, perhaps.

Well, gotta go eat…so long and thanks for all the fish!

~Jessica